Music Monday: Christina Grimmie Edition

It's six past midnight in Texas, making it officially Monday.

I've had the song Titanium in my head for a few days after hearing it in Pitch Perfect. After Youtubing a few versions I found Christina Grimmie, a young girl who has a soul and voice that sends shivers down my spine.

Titanium is originally by David Guetta and Sia, but I've been replaying her version so much that I haven't even bothered looking up the original. It's a beautiful, intense song and she really captures the power behind the lyrics.


You shout it loud, but I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud, not saying much
I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet
you shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
fire away, fire away
ricochet, you take your aim
fire away, fire away
you shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
you shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium

Cut me down, but it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud, not saying much

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
fire away, fire away
ricochet, you take your aim
fire away, fire away

you shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
you shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium

I am titanium

I am titanium

Stone hard, machine gun
Fired at the ones who run
Stone hard, as bulletproof glass

You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium

I am titanium

Enjoy!
Xxoo
V

For Good

Who can say if I've beenChanged for the better?I do believe I have been
Changed for the better
And because I knew you...
I have been changed for good...

 

 I was talking with a friend about my blog and she asked if I write depressing things. I had to stop and think about it-not think about the answer, the answer is without a doubt yes. But I had to try come up with words to explain WHY I do this.

 

I don't want  my blog to be depressing. I want it to be a warm, safe place where people can come.

 

But I want it to be real, and honest.

 

And the truth is that 367 days have passed and I am still hurting every day. I hurt when there is noise or silence or laughter. I hurt when there is music or parties.

 

Death took a piece of me, and for a long time I wanted to just forget everything so I could have that piece back. So I could be whole again. I wanted to erase my memories and forget their faces and those nights...but that is not possible.

 

 

I can tell you that I will hurt every day for the rest of my life, however long or short that may be. The pain will always be there, just under the surface because the hole that Death left cannot be filled ever again.

 

But I can also tell you that in order to carry on you have to be brave. You cannot be angry or bitter. That's where I am now. Just sad. So immensely sad.

 

But I am courageous and I am brave. I am determined and I am strong willed and I long for the sunlight. I will see it again someday soon, just as someday, I will see Dana.

 

 

 

Fall Envy

Fall season has yet to really hit Texas in terms of temperature but already people are breaking out the books.

I've already began compiling a wish list of boots (tall black boots, tall brown boots, short brown boots) and at the very top are these babies!

 The "Lita" boot by Jeffrey Campbell is probably one of the most popular out there right now. It's simple yet edgy style makes it the perfect boot to wear to school and then out for a girls night.

These boots run for $159, which isn't bad considering they're designer shoes. It may be another month or two before they're mine but they will be getting plenty of use!

A post dedicated to outfits

I originally started this blog with the intent of it being a "fashion blog" in which I post what I wore daily. Keeping up with outfits daily was a challenge so then it was just a Wednesday thing and then Daisy moved out and I lost my photographer. All of you fashion bloggers who have amazing husbands to record your outfits, don't take that for granted! With no tripod, it's pretty hard to document what I wear.

I've been taking pictures in any mirror I find and hey, it'll do for now! Here's just two of the outfits I've worn in the past week and a half.

EARRINGS:Wet Seal
SHIRT: Clothing Swap!
CAPRIS:Kohl's
BOOTS: Kohl's
PURSE: Marc Fisher (TJ Maxx)
BRACELET: Garage Sale
RING: Rue21

 

EARRINGS: Forever 21

CHAMBRAY SHIRT: Forever 21
DRESS: Wet Seal
NECKLACES: Plato's Closet and Forever 21
BELT: Thrifted

Wear the clothes, don't let the clothes wear you!

xxoo,
V

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Friday Night Inspiration

"Once more, with feeling."

"Feel the fear? Do it anyways."

"I know I am capable of so much more."

"Well, see, that's my whole point. I mean you would've been born a single cell organism on the planet Zortex. In fact, given the odds, it's probably more likely, but you weren't. You were born a human being. And not just any human being in the history of human beings, but a human being that gets to be alive today. That gets to listen to all kinds of music, that gets to eat food from every culture, that gets to download porn off the Internet. So really, you have everything to live for."

"Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life."

"Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes."

"Now is our time to shine. With opportunities to dream and possibilities vast. Now is the time for all of us to become the people we've always dreamed o being. This is life. You're here. You matter. The world is waiting."

"There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment."

"The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it."

"Don't fight the darkness. Bring the light and the darkness will disappear."

"The beauty is in the attempt."

"With brave wings she flies."

"You radiate everything I love in life."

"It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason. It's just that...I just think that some things are meant to be imperfect. Broken. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know. There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is."

xxoo,
V

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Ever Growth

Do you ever just go outside, sit on your balcony/patio/porch and soak up the sun? Feel the breeze? Sit idly for a few minutes with no phone or computer or music?

I am a very reflective being, so I do all three, quite often. People complain about being single but I don't mind it. I like to sit and ponder things in  my own way and I use the time to make my own judgements about things, find out my likes, dislikes. Strengthen my weaknesses.

I was talking today with a friend, two of them actually, about the nature of humans and whether we really "change" or not. While some people will never learn and will always be "flat" so to speak, most people choose to learn from their yesterdays and apply it to their tomorrows.

I got to thinking about those that remain rooted in their ways. The purpose of life is not to stay the same, that's why we are given options for everything. So we can switch it up. Be exciting. Be someone different each day.

We change our outfits daily. We don't eat the same thing for lunch, breakfast, or dinner day after day. We are not the same now as we were when we were nine.

If we are so focused on our outside, why not care for the inside as well? If not change, at least GROW.

A few weeks ago a girl at work made me extremely angry. I stayed up all night seething with anger. Before bed I thought to myself, "You know what Varissa, tomorrow is a new day. A brand new one. The sun will rise and birds will chirp and just like that, you have a blank slate. Let go of it." And I took a deep breath and left the anger in the past as best I could.

A few years ago I would have continued bickering with the girl but today, I am mature enough to let it close with the day and open up to a new, fresh start with a positive attitude. I think the best thing I could have done was to let my anger go-and I did.

I believe each day we wake up so we can grow as people. So we can fix our flaws and become a truer, better version of ourselves.

My friend has this beautiful, intricate tree tattoo on her back and when asked about it, she will tell you that she got it because Trees Never Stop Growing. It is a beautiful meaning and a beautiful thing to immortalize. Trees, with their thick, strong trunks, so deeply rooted in who they are. How grand it must be to know that you are each day growing to your fullest potential. But wait-what sets that limit?

WE DO. As people, we limit ourselves physically, emotionally. When we decide to slack off or be lazy, we aren't reaching that full potential. Luckily, there is tomorrow for that. Another full day full of possibilities, wonder and as always, an opportunity to learn and be the person you weren't yesterday.

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Let's call you Brooke...and now she's my best friend

If you know anything about me, you know that I love One Tree Hill. I can tell you the first episode I ever saw. I can tell you which song played in which scene, I can quote literally hundreds of lines from it. I've seen each season at least twice.

My favorite thing about the show is the relationships. Between the lovers, friends, parents. One of my favorite relationships is "Baley." Brooke, spastic beautiful cheerleader, and Haley, quiet, awkward nerd girl.

If I were to tell you about my best friend, this is what I would tell you. She is my Haley James Scott. She is not quiet, or awkward, but she is somewhat nerdy ;). Like Haley, she is kind, and giving. She is always there with sage advice and understanding.

I am Brooke Davis, folks. Loud and crazy and such a daredevil. Boy crazy. Flirtatious. Fashionista.A little too naive, but strong and resilient and emotional. And when I have no one else, I have my Haley, right there on the corner of Grace Street. Like Brooke and Haley, who met in highschool, we too met when we were..younger and we have grown and evolved together, bending but never breaking, just growing into the women we are today. The friends we are today.

There are times when I don't want to talk, I can't talk, and she respects that. There are times when she needs me and I am there to be that comedic relief with my crazy antics and stories to calm her down or make her smile.

Haley James Scott is gentle, and always encouraging. Creative. Always inspiring and urging you to put your best foot forward and follow your heart. I can't think of better qualities for a friend to have.

"And now she's my best friend."
I can't tell you when it happened. I remember us growing closer and closer with texts and calls but I can't define a  moment that made me realize how special she is to me. All I know is that she is, and I love her. We live miles apart and I miss her every day, but despite the distance we make it work. Like Brooke and Haley, we will continue growing together. We will see each other and time will pass and we'll see each other again. In times of despair, we'll be each other's rock and laughter and encouragement. In times of happiness, we'll be there sharing in each other's joy. True Friendship is the 8th wonder of the world, growing stronger over time instead of weaker, withstanding many, many things.

The season ended with Brooke and Haley growing older together and accepting life's changing seasons. That's all I can hope for us, is in ten years to be as close as we are now, if not closer. Watching our own kids form their life long friendships.

"And now she's my best friend."...for always<3

So Long, Social Networking

I have been blogging for as long as I can remember.

Honestly, I don't remember what I did on the computer before there was blogs. Okay, yes I do. I would play on Barbie.Com and fill up my basket on American Girl in hopes that the items would really end up on my doorstep and not just a wish list.

I have been blogging since six or seventh grade. Xanga became my first social outlet, and many of my peers caught on. Of course, by eighth or ninth grade it was out and myspace was in...and even still I returned to my Xanga page to update. I have a love for words, one that goes back many many years and it's hard to stay away from sharing my life. I used the myspace blog entry to do the same and still take the time to update my Xanga. Now there is blogger and blogspot and tumblr and all these websites to share your soul with millions (world wide web, people) of people.

Like most people my age, I have a facebook, and a twitter. I have my blog, which I wanted to invite you in yet not share every detail of my life. It has been a challenge. These days, you post a status to share with 300 + people. Sometimes you forget that behind the other computer screen reading your words are pastors. Younger audiences. Acquaintances. Depending on your privacy settings, strangers.

Lately, I have become frustrated with the things I see on facebook. People share details I don't want to know. People share details that other people shouldn't know. People complain and bitch and single people out passive aggressively. People update their friends on every.single.thing. Things no one cares about.

Twitter is worse. People call out the people on facebook they don't like. They talk about people. There are updates every 1second.

"There is no privacy that cannot be penetrated" is a quote that is coming to mind right now. Private conversations you have will end up on facebook. (Especially texts). Things you do with your friends will end up on facebook. Intimate moments with little ones are blasted for everyone to see. Sometimes I worry about those people the most, the kids.
They have no voice in the pictures that are taken of them and shared. Anyone can access pictures to one's children now that they're on the internet. Anyone can easily follow their lives through updates and pictures and videos. Parents have a duty to protect and there is no way to do that when you're putting your kid out there for everyone to see and mock and judge. I can't say that someday I won't do it, because I'm sure I will have proud parenting moments but at some point you are violating your child. Protect their innocence and their anonymity. Keep those sweet moments to yourself, treasure them.

A few months ago, one of my facebook friends had pictures of her daughter stolen off of her page and someone used them to claim as her own kid. It was sickening. Authorities were involved, the page was reported. These things happen and we allow them to.

We allow social media sites to take control of our lives. Some months ago I realized the only reason I take pictures was to put them on facebook. In the past after someone says something funny I would think "That is SO going on facebook/twitter."

It is great for "keeping in touch."
"Oh cool  my friend from high school that I haven't spoken to in years friend requested me!"
Are these the kind of relationships we want in our lives? (Depending on the person) knowing the details? I have a personal rule, where if we didn't talk in high school I am not going to add you. You weren't a friend then, chances are you aren't now, you're just wanting to 'creep.'

This is never going to change. Give most people an inch, and they will take a mile. They will tell you every little thing you never wanted to know. Social networking is a blessing, in some ways. But for me, the cons now outweigh the pros.

I will be removing myself from them. No facebook, no twitter. I will still keep this blog, though. I have done a fair job of  not overloading you with personal details and I intend to keep it that way. I never wanted this to be a "fashion" blog, just a place where friends can come to chat and exchange recipes, find words of wisdom, learn from my mistakes. It is my "loud corner" of the world and I hope you've come to enjoy it.

Please keep in mind that I am not calling out anyone in particular, I am just noting what I see. I am trying to make sense of what compels people to share such things and what drives people to want to know so much that they are connected to their phones and computers when there is a whole world outside waiting to be mapped and discovered. This update isn't meant to offend or upset. It is what it is. It is what you let it be.

I am not going to challenge you to do anything. This is a personal decision that I have arrived to after much consideration.

So, until next time, stay safe, stay positive and Blog on.
xxoo,
V

Oh, to be human

The magic of ordinary days...

I love that term. Such truth it holds. Life can be a little monotonous (okay, a lot) at times. Wake up. Get dressed. Run errands, or go to work, or go to school. Same thing day after day until your day off comes and you probably spend it relaxing.

But I am a firm believer that there is indeed, magic in every monday and all the days following and leading up to. I am an old soul, a reflective being. Sometimes just sitting on the balcony watching the rain can do wonders for a weary soul..

Serendipity. When you don't expect something to happen and it does. Sometimes, that's how the magic is. Finding money on the ground. Receiving a compliment. Stumbling upon a great find at the thrift store. It's all what you make of it.

This past weekend, I had a yard sale with someone kind enough to let me use their lawn since I have an apartment. Tea was made in anticipation to sell to the customers for 1.00. A huge tent went up to provide shelter from the sweltering heat, made of different fabrics. It was saftey pinned together and we held our breath, hoping it wouldn't fall.

We loved our tent. We talked about it, took pictures of it, sat under it's shade. What other garage sales have tents? And balloons? And Star Wars Happy Birthday banners? And tea?

The tent was our spot. Customers seemed to love wandering around under it, delicately picking up each item placed on the tables beneath it. Records played from inside the house. John Lennon and Pink Floyd among many others. It honestly felt like a coming of age novel. A couple of kids, sipping on lemonade and tea, listening to music with this giant tent overhead.It was...magical.

So go forth and find your magic each day, relishing in the fact that you are alive and get to experience the wonders of a local bookstore or a touching novel or the smile of a child or good food. And when life hands you fabric...make tents. It brings the people together!

Words of Wisdom-Eleanor Roosevelt

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Music Monday!

Hey everyone! There is about 30 minutes left of Monday, so I thought I'd do my first music post! :)

I heard (Kissed You) Goodnight by  the three person group, Gloriana, while on a mini road trip (aka from Denton to Arlington) with Logan two weeks ago and immediately had to download it. I love the carefree lyrics, the story of a sweet romance, and the catchy tune. This song just screams summertime to me. It's about those late summer nights, finding romance, taking chances. Going for it instead of what if. I think summertime really encourages people to do that. With this song on your ipod, it's sure to be a good night.

So long, School Year

"She said she usually cried at least once each day not because she was sad, but because the world was so beautiful and life was so short."-Brian Andreas

Well friends, the end of the school year has come, and summer's promising heat and passion is upon us. Sometimes I feel like my life is a picture book that someone is flipping through far too fast. I remember moving in to my apartment on August 19,2011. I hated it, carrying box after box up three flights of stairs! I remember going to the foam party with Logan and meeting up with my cousin for the first time.

There were lots of good moments this past school year. Making a sister out of a roommate, becoming closer to Jo, becoming the blogging director of Method Seven Magazine. I got to see musicals and live dance performances. I went to Jean Paul Gaultier's amazing avant-garde exhibit for free. There were trips to Dallas, going into H&M for the first time, kissing boys. There was spending a night with my BFF, holding two clothing swaps (and attending several more!), learning how to cook (and only starting a small fire once!).

I got to hear filmmakers speak at the Dallas Film Festival, I got to go to fashion shows.I was privileged enough to work a seasonal position at Kohl's, I got to view the North Texas Fashion Collection (AH-MAH-ZING!) Happy Endings got a full second season renewal (and a third was just announced!) I learned to drive.  I surprised a soldier on her first trip back home.  I went to parties. I met lots of warm, friendly people. I got to witness two souls uniting in love, giving me a new uncle and cousin.I got to spend time with my four beautiful, strong, inspiring aunts. I didn't change my major, an accomplishment in itself (this is my first semester not to do so!). Friends made the drive out to see me. I was introduced to a lot of kick-ass new music. I got to be there as friends graduated and begin the next leg of their journey. I turned 20, a beautiful, even age.There were so many wonderful things that happened this semester and I am really grateful for it all.

 Of course, there was the bad. Being ignored by a good friend for no apparent reason. Losing a very close friend to pettiness. "Breaking up" with the highschool sweetheart (although that was easier than most would think). Dealing with stressful housing situations. Not being able to find a job. Chicken heads. Smelly fish soup. Sending One Tree Hill into the land of the "completed tv series." Not having a car. And of course, having to say goodbye to four wonderful, crazy, special, beautiful people. That was the worst thing of all, ever. There were days when I couldn't get out of bed, there were times when I couldn't breathe because I was struggling under grief and sadness and loss. I skipped a lot of classes and spent far too many nights crying over all of it. I still do. I will, for the rest of my life, mourn my gone-too-soon friends.

But that is life. There is happiness and tragedy laced together. It doesn't mean life is not worth living, knowing that there will be bad things, horrible things that shake you to your core and don't make sense. It just means that when you see that sun peeking out from behind the clouds, gratitude will wash over you, and you will have a better sense of understanding and compassion. I do, and I will continue to carry it with me as I embark on my junior year in college.

Thank you to all who have been apart of it in some way.
 Mom and Dad, thank you for providing me with a house and food, and an education. As much as I hate studying and homework, I love learning, and I love you too. Thank you to my family, all of you, for supporting me, especially Mo. Ann & Jeff, Ms. Adwell, and countless others, thank you for your support following October 10, 2011. 

 Logan, I'm glad we grew closer this year! You are amazing, don't sell yourself short :) Lupita, you beautiful girl, thank you for being there on one of the hardest days of my life and THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for getting me a job! Jo, you awesome boy! You have been an amazing friend this year. Thank you for all of the rides, hugs, encouragement and food you've shared with me. I miss you already. Sayida, thank you for all of the crazy times, moments, and pictures. Thank you for the rides, and the shopping trips. I love coming home to you honey. My Bloggy Bunch, you are the laughter on my dark days. You are awesome, and inspiring and I hope you never stop blogging!

My Monkey, your little voice is the one I love the most. I miss you crazy, kid, and I can't wait until you start kindergarden this fall so we can talk about school! Staysha, thank you for being there for me at three in the morning when I am crying so hard I can't sleep. We'll get through this together. Ashley and Cassie, my far away best friends, I love you two more than you will ever know. Thank you for sticking by me through everything since the beginning. Chris, I can't believe my junior high boyfriend is going to be a dad! You are going to be amazing at it. I can't wait to meet Sophia and I hope that I am as good of a friend to her as you have been to me. To that asshole boy, you taught me a lot about myself this year. I hope you find the happiness you're looking for.

To AshleyBootheGafford, can you believe you helped me through ANOTHER year of school?! This was a crazy one, between deployments and deaths, saying goodbye to a Town we grew up in and a Lane we loved, but we made it with the help of each other. I love you bff, no buts! I am glad we have each other through this crazy thing called life and I can't wait to play poker with you someday and gossip about the neighbors ;) I can't wait to see you again!

And of course, thank you to Danielle Ann Ruthstrom, Justin Delany Armstrong, and Stephen and Michael Eckel. You changed my life in ways you will never know. Thank you for being a part of it, even if it was for a short time. I miss you everyday, but I know you're watching over me. You helped me make this year a great one, because I had a greater appreciation of life that you have given me. I'm glad we were friends. I love you.

Honey Challenge Results

A few weeks ago, I participated in the Honey Challenge. I had some extra honey lying around and I wanted to test out an all-natural product, as I've been searching for ways to lead a more "green" lifestyle.

I washed my face at night after removing my make-up. The challenge is supposed to last 14 days...mine lasted about 17 since some nights I just came home and crashed.

 I didn't notice much of a difference until about a week in, when I went to scratch my face and realized how soft my skin was! There was a slight glow to my face as well. The few acne scars I have remained the same, but the reddening in my cheeks did go away.

It was fun to take it and find a new way to care for my skin. I don't use a moisturizer so I'm sure my skin loved the honey! But I wasn't thrilled with the results. I will probably wash my face with honey once or twice a week, but I won't be doing it daily.

Have you tried the Honey Challenge? Are you going to?

Dallas International Film Festival

Things That Are Awesome

• Free tickets to a film festival
• Sitting in the theater where Lee Harvey Oswald was found after shooting JFK
• Not having to wait for a table at a restaurant
• The music played in film festival movies
• Sitting in the same row as the Filmmaker of a movie 
• New music (Brand New, Fun, and Bright Eyes)
• Beautiful weather
• Helpful people at a Film Festival
• Jana&Alexa
• Buffalo Exchange
• Female strength
• Alexa's table manners
• Fake blog ideas

Things That Are Terrible

• Dallas streets!
• Not getting tickets in time
• Unknowingly heading into Oak Cliff
• Cold movie theaters
• Outlandish Quinceanera dresses
• Confusing parking signs
•  Being booted
• Snarky men who have to take the boots off of your car
• Slow waiters
• Missing the movies you want to see
•  Hot marinara sticks
• Sweet Potato Fries

Definitely not a bad weekend!

Freedom Lies in Being Bold.

I've been feeling a little "blah" with my wardrobe lately, so I decided to mix a pattern with a bold color for some eye-popping action. I stole this shirt from my aunt's garage sale pile and have worn it many, many times since. (Looking at my closet, I may have developed an obsession with stripes...)

The skirt is a beautiful color but it has an awkward fit. It's a size larger than I normally wear, so maybe that's it, but it comes up past my bellybutton, weird, I know. In hindsight I should have tucked the shirt in and maybe worn a cute black belt to get rid of that "bulky"  look but at seven in the morning my brain just isn't functioning ;)

Also, what says hot, single, twenty year old college girl like some fierce feather earrings and a matching necklace? Peacocks may or may not have been harmed in the making of those earrings.

EARRINGS: Forever 21
SUNGLASSES: Fossil (gifted)
SHIRT: Old Navy (Stolen)
SKIRT: Forever 21
NECKLACE:  Gifted
SHOES: Agaci

Things I Would Tell the Thirteen Year Old Me

1. Study hard. Grades will get you farther in life than boys. School is your job and it's relatively easy work. The answers are always right in front of you.
2. Go easy on the eyeliner girlfriend!
3. Your hair will never scrunch, so quit trying to make it happen! Your hair just looks wet.
4. The Goth/Emo phase should never happen. Ever.
5. Those junior high boys are NOT worth crying about! And just because you lose one doesn't mean you've lost them all.Your prince is still out there waiting for you, I promise.
6. Go to more cross country meets.
7. Try to be better at orchestra. This is your last year in it, make it count.
8. LEARN how to overhand serve. But your underhand serve will always be useful!
9. Don't stop writing. Your life is important, every detail. Just try not to vent so much on xanga ;)
10. Your childhood friends are special people. Let them know that by hanging out with them more and making an effort to stay friends. All relationships take work.
11. DON'T let your mom dye your hair. People will make fun of you because you look like a skunk.
12. DON'T let your mom wax your eyebrows at home. They will never grow the same.
13. Boys are going to break your heart this year, but none of them are the one you're supposed to be with. You are thirteen years old with this beautiful, amazing, good life ahead of you, and some day, you will meet a great guy. These boys, they're just kids. They're not worth all of the tears and heartache. I'm telling you again because I know it will feel like the end of the world, especially since you invested such time and care into these "relationships". But this is just the beginning.

FASHION FRIDAY-Model Status

Sometimes when I'm shooting for these posts, I feel like a model. Daisy gives little direction, allowing me to showcase my outfit in whatever way I think best. Today we thought it was best I be a car model.
Where is my silky slinky dress? My updo? Perfectly done make up?
Clearly I am just a pretend car model. Ah, well, practice makes perfect.

You've seen this top here but I thought I'd dress it down today with jeans. (Shocker!) I layered it with a beautiful plum vest. I just love the layered look and the way the colors compliment each other. My aunt got me the AWESOME feather earrings for Christmas and I wear them any chance I get.

And since I FINALLY got my sunglasses fixed, I decided I was going to wear them all day. Okay, so I really just work them for the pictures but it just completes the look.
Oh and my lips are naturally that color. Just kidding, but they probably will be soon. That color is FUNNY FACES by NARS (as recommended by Sophia Bush) and I love the beautiful pink color. I wear this once or twice a week two. Definitely going through a "Lights! Camera! Lipstick!" phase.

No flash photography please.

EARRINGS-Gifted (Thanks Mo!)
SUNGLASSES-Fossil
TOP-Plato's Closet (Forever 21)
VEST-Plato's Closet (Old Navy)
JEANS-Ross
BOOTS- Steve Madden

As always, thanks to my WONDERFUL photographer, Daisy Shea. Posts have been slow because she doesn't live with me anymore but is always glad to get together to do a shoot. Doesn't she look hot in this pic? Yeah, she's on model status too. Get like us.

WARDROBE WEDNESDAY-COLD&FIERCE

Today was a cold day. About 40 degrees. I only have one morning class but the teacher is cute and my readers are AWESOME so I decided to brave the cold and shoot some pics of my outfit. (And by shooting I mean Daisy Ann taking the pictures while I shiver and pose)

Black and white. A simple concept. I scored the skirt at H&M for 6.95 as well as the scarf. Anything Cheetah print usually has me on the phone begging my mom for some extra money. I bought this with my OWN money and I love it. Makes a simple outfit, a kick ass one.

And, I FINALLY am able to show you guys my FAVORITE lipstick. Growing up, I always loved passing by the MAC stores with their brightly colored make-up, bumping music and the endless possibilites! I've bought a few eyeshadows from there over the years but this was my first "adult" purchase. It's Ruby Woo, a matte shade grade for darker pigmented girls and is easily the best seller. I wear it one or two times a week. Comment and I may just get you some for valentines day. Or at the very least link you to the site so you can get it yourself.

SHIRT-Kohl's

EARRINGS-Cato's

SCARF- H&M

SKIRT-H&M

LEGGINGS-Forever 21

SHOES-Steve Madden